(Photo taken by" Celina L. of SC Photography)
Here I go again,, up and at it...... Too dark out and unable to workout! Laying here thinking about how life works and how God constantly is looking out for me through out it all! Hard work and more money is coming I see it and I feel it! I know I'll be tired but at the end of the day I will feel closer to the my goals and 1 step closer to my dreams! I'll be coming home soon (the Quad Cities that is) and when I do I will enjoy it because of Family but I know I'll be reminded as to why I left!
I currently feel fearful of the future not in a bad way in a good way. It's been a while since I've felt this feeling but I know when I feel it, great things are on their way! The feeling is actually called "Spiritual growth" and it's the best feelings in the world because you know yourself and not sure what the changes and expectations in life for your individual self will need but you know you have grown to expect more out of life. I don't know if I explained it right but to round it out.
In the past year i had some upsetting situations and things that have spirtually broken me down. While all that was happening I manage to still balance all the good that was already in the works before the negative came about. I wanted to find ways to cope with bad choices in so many different ways but I decided to take a different route. I took time to love myself, find new things I love about life, focus on what I want for my children, find new ways to brand my business. Also, Plan the next few years and learn how to be single and not emotionally depend on a Man to lift my spirits. Which takes me to the next subject.
Being in a relationship is a beautiful thing but if there is no communication it can get really ugly! Letting the other person know what you want out of a partner or friendship needs to be very clear so no one is misled or heartbroken in the end. And same goes for the partner they need to communicate what they want and don't want so no one is confused about what comes about the relationship between the two. Stepping out of a relationship for whatever the reason may be is a good thing. Just make sure to be an adult about the whole ordeal so your not considered as "Asshole" or "Coward". Just be an adult about the situation and be cautious of who else is involved besides the 2.
Well this concludes my honesty hour, I am currently focused on my goals but as being a Woman, human and being a bit old school I do look forward to who God has for me to share my Goals with and work with on becoming a better person in the meantime I will continue my own spiritual growth and become a better role model for my Twins!
~Sara C
~Sara C
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